i've been gone for quite awhile.. many things happened over the week. an emotional, nerve-wreaking weekend.
just so for you guys to kno.. my grandpa passed away last thursdae.. i was at singapore expo, werking wen i got a call from mummy saying dat atok was unconcious at that moment.
rushed down to Changi Hospital and was told dat atok was on life support. for those who are blessedly ignorant. well its means my atok was hooked up to a pumping-like machine dat pumps oxygen into his lungs. if u tynks its sunthing of a drama. tynk again. its far worse den dat. couldnt control my tears. he was in absolute pain. i could see it in his eyes.
was waiting outside wen the parental units were discussing if they should pull him off thelife support. dey didnt want him to suffer. i wanted toargue but then the doctor rushed in once again. was about 45 minutes wen he came out and said dat we lost him. one of his main veins or sunthing to dat extend burst and its bleeding in his heart. somuch so dat the heart cant pump blood or oxygen animore.
as for now, i am officiall grandparent-less. appreciate what you've got before you lose it. i hate goodbyes, but death is inevitable. humans live to die at the end. thats the natural cycle and we have to accept it.
he looks well rested at the end of his life. after all his sufferings, i pray that he is well in god's hands.
im in no mood to do anithing. baby is sick and im sick of werk. everything is so sickening. bah!
wen can i go out and de-stress. be in the compnay of sumone i love. its been solong since and i hate wen dis happens.
