new layout.. cool right? i think it is. very artsy fartsy.
im sick. yes, again. i kno. but the competition was very exhausting.
some guys can be clueless and insensitive. especially to other's feelings. im not sure if wat happen to me yesterdae was intentional or not. but i cant help feeling low about it. honestly, some people only think of themselves. they do not care about anione else.
im not angry. there is a difference. im hurt. sad and watever that falls in between feeling dat way. this nvr fails to happen. everytime the subject pops up these kinda things happen. i never believedin fairy tales but i believe in being honest. please people. whatever it is. be honest. when you have someone's trust dun abuse it. cos when you might be telling the truth, then people ard you find it hard to trust your words. they have to make the decision weather to believe you or not. cos they are afraid of being lied to a second time. its hurts okae. not physically, but emotionally. these wounds are harder to heal and they take a long time to recover from the experience. once bitten, twice shy.
have you every loved someone with a completeness that scares you? the intensity and magnitude of that feeling makes you anticipate the pain that might come one day? its better to love then never be loved at all. no matter how someone hurts you, you pick yourself up and ignore the scrape the person leaves behind.. but den careful that when you fall once more, the old wound dont open up again. dun wake up one dae and realise that you heart is full of scrapes and bruises that there's no place left for love. dont let it reach that stage. humans need to feel and loving is the greatest of them all..
