when someone hurt you. you take it and strive forward. promising to yourelf that you need not be too sensitive about an issue and try to forgive and forget. then another unfortunate thing happens and you start thinking, is its you or is it people taking advantage of you. its hard to come to a conclusion, especially when the person is close to you.
i admit that im not a perfect person. i don't even come close. but it hurts real bad when i'm being treated this way. i feel like crying and sharing my problem. but with who? i cant even open my mouth. i just want to go home and sleep. never wake up. once i thought that we are taught to trust and at the same time learn not to abuse the trust that people put in us. humans make mistake. i know. but humans hurt too. my insides are disintegrating. i can feel it.
u may think dat im being petty.. but you are not in my position.. and angry, hurt and i dun feel lyk talking.. yah.. the chatterbox me.. i dun want to talk.. i just want to bottle everything inside and just shut myself from the world. wats the use...
shoot me please..
