Gosh, it feels good to be back. My talk with Uncle must have been effective. Dang. I was just a broken person. Huda’s message made me realize that we all are humans. Huda… Thanks for your concern darling. I am feeling much better thanks. I know I tend to keep things to myself when I am down. But somehow, it is just an expectation from people around me. And it kind of took its toll. I was a wreck, really. It was so bad to know that I am carrying a broken heart around.
But I am so much better now. Really. Must think happy thoughts. Uncle was shocked to find me so moody. I am known as the chatterbox in the whole big family hokay. Is it my fault that I am bubbly? And sometimes, everyone kind of expects it to be my nature to be forever happy and crazy. But I have my down periods too.
But its okay. I shall not remain the bitterly sad and anger person I was the past few weeks. Always have happy thoughts. Many thank you for those who were there to see me breakdown. Muacks.. Lup u all many2 hokay…
I miss climbing so very much. When I do not get my three times a week training, its like going cold turkey. Damn. Its addictive larh. And I miss the peeps too. Especially babydarling. Always.
I'm back....
