Yesterday was well spent with babydarling. After sooooo lonng not having him to myself, I am once again reminded that I have a boyfriend. Well, we went shopping, though the initial plan was to head to bugis, but we ended up at TM instead. However, it was not a trip wasted. Let me see, I bought OP shorts, Adidas perfume and a brown mango razor back, adding to a total of $52. Not too bad for a day’s spending, but I still have not got the three quarter pants that I wanted yesterday. They did not have it in my size and the salesgirl asked me to try one the one in size 26. Like I thought, it was tight at my hips and butt. I will not apologise for having assets so I shall hunt down for it today.

Anyways, the real reason for the shopping spree was to get myself a pair of shorts for ‘hiking’. The night before, babydarling was taken to my idea of ‘hiking’ at Macritchie Reservoir’s treetop trail and having a mini picnic after that, just the both of us. However, momsy had to spoil the plans by announcing that I will never be able to go out on Sundays because she has her religious class on Sunday mornings, followed by teaching her Iq’ra class at Masjid Siglap. So, unofficially, Sundays are my alone time with the siblings. My sis would not even be home.

So the plan for Sunday is off. Hopefully we can bring it forward to next Saturday. Guess what, I tried on Royal Robbins shorts and I could fit my ass into the size 0. I am not kidding ok. It was just a tad bit on the extremely short kind. Hoping to get one in size 2 (their shorts come in alternate sizes ok). So yes. And not forgetting when I accidentally spary muhd fariz with a girl’s scent: Sensual Instinct. Hehe. Apologies for that honey. And mind you it was not even that nice to begin with. Baby was so afraid he would start to attract the same gender.

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We might not get what we want in life because that would not be according to what GOD has planned for us. Not that I believe in blind faith. I DO NOT. However, we need to have our faith close with us all the time. It reminds us of our purpose of living, of what we are supposed to do. We might not be happy with our life so far. But that is why GOD asks us to strive to make our life better. We might try as hard as we can, but always remember that in the end, the decision is in GOD’s hands. He knows what is best. One thing for sure, I will try my best not to miss my prayers anymore and when I do, I must make sure that I settle it as soon as possible. =)

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I know that I make you sad all the time. I make you self-conscious and even low about yourself. But why are we still here? Is it worth to feel that way when you are with someone? Does love always have to hurt? One-sided happiness is not what we are about.