I have been updating regularly and why? cos im bored at work with tonnes to do but no mood to be productive. dash all hopes of me slaving away in front of the computer. yes. im tired and drained. rawr...
i was msging thebf barely 10 sms-es last night. i decided to sleep cos waiting for his sms took so long and by then all i wanted to do was go to lala land. cos honestly i was feeling miserable already as it is.. and i barely get to sms him at night animore. between night prayers and spending the night at his friend's, there just no way to squeeze sms-ing me. yesyesyes. im complaining larh.
sad you know. and he usually sounds distracted. pfft. makes me feel sooo unwanted. talking about it makes me depressed. nevermind. i shall shut my trap. bye..!!
